Relationship? What really is relationships? What are people's definition of relationships and why are there so many different definitions of relationships? I've read Gab's blog, and i found him sharing a little about his CG, a CG built with the foundation of loving people first. Zero backsliders... I feel what revelation i had after reading that post is, sometimes we focus too much on the word growth, that we miss out on the meaning behind it. We begin to push and push for growth, that we forget the fundamental thing about church is to really love people. I really think it's not that I have lost the heart of loving, but that i've focused on the wrong thing in my walk, that i have now turned tired. I feel that's really what i learnt from reading Gabriel's blog.

I feel that i really have to rely on God more, as i feel that i have been placing my hope on people too much. People may disappoint us, but God will never. God, help me....