Friendships and bonds. Really, what are they built on? Time spent? Outings? There are so many things i want to say about this, but i just don't know how to put it out in words. Why are there so many complications to the world out there, even to something as simple as friendships and trust.

Firstly to start of, i would just like to say that i'm just being objective and not subjective in this post. This is really just how i feel about things, generally, and not towards individuals.


I feel that friendship, is not really about just time spent, but quality time spent. It's based on how much they trust each other, it's base on how much they know about each other. It's base on their knowledge on the personality and character of their friends... But why is it that people can say things like, I don't know what you're thinking anymore, or simply just turn away from a friendship. Is trust lost easily, and why can't people trust easily. I think even after saying this, I'm beginning to find that, I myself, though i trust easily, there's a certain extent in which i trust people. But nevertheless, i still trust. It's just recently, my heart has begun to harden, so much. I really got to start relying on God all over again. Things are so different, So many things have happen in my life, mostly about relationships. I think i just got to start all over.

There's this one quote which i heard of quite a few times, and i really believe in it, "The tighter you hold on to something, the easier it is to lose it.". Definitely, the disappointment and hurt will also be greater once it's lost. I learnt that a really painful way. It's just that, sometimes when things happen, you dun really take the time to think what you're suppose to do, but you just do whatever you think can save the situation. Well, it's time for a whole new change of mindsets towards things. What pastor preached last weekend about mindsets, is so so true. I believe it will be able to help me so much. Mindsets, I'm determined to change them!



God, I want to draw closer to you more than ever.
You're really the Lord over my life, the Majesty.
Your grace have saved me, even though i'm nothing but alived...