Just finish watching Facing the Giants. Let's just say it was just what i need as a reminder. I didn't know that this show was dedicated so much to God. There are so many life experiences that we can learn from that show. I have always heard of the story, or been shown part of the story where this guy manage to do the death crawl through the whole field, but after watching the whole movie, things just started changing. Actually i was feeling very exhausted already, even talking on msn made me want to fall asleep, but when this movie got to a more exciting and spiritual part, it is sort of like, my exhaustion just faded away. I don't even feel like sleeping at that time. I was just totally engrossed in the movie. It really talk so much about life experiences. After watching the movie, i am more convicted to read the bible. For fellow Christians out there, if you haven't caught this movie yet, be sure to catch it. For non Christians, well, you can still catch it and learn it as a life experience, i mean, things that are talked about in Christianity are also applicable for non-Christians lifes. =)


"When we win, we praise God,
When we lose, we still praise God..."

Felt i haven't been visiting blogs for a long time so i decided to drop by a few of my friends blog. I chanced upon Gentson's blog, and I really can't help but agree with him, "Out of sight, out of mind". But i really do hope he still remembers this friend that he had. Haha. I still remember there was this once when he came to my house after school one day, and we figured that both of us were so similar in so many areas, and to think Ms Goh, our physics teacher in secondary school said that we even looked like brother's. Those were the days, and now that i think about it, i feel that i have been complaining about my life too much. To think that i had so many great friends at that time but i didn't cherish them. The thought itself really makes me crumble.
Another note, after visiting some of my friend's blogs, i begin to feel that this thing called relationship is such a fragile thing. It's not just in blogs that i see all this, but also in the problems that some of my friends face. Are relationships made to be so fragile in nature?
Somehow i really miss some of my friends from sec school. It may sound weird coming from a person who keeps on saying that he hates his secondary school, but i just miss the days where we really just sit down during breaks and evrything just to chit chat and play bball after school. Even our quarrels and arguments don't last for more than 1 week. It's like we have a mutual understanding for each other. Things are so much different now that we are in our seperate lifes, in our jc-s or polys. I think i really missed alot of opportunities. So many relationship could have been built up and kept strong in my life, but i chose to give it up, i am such a fool. HEY GENTSON, if you are reading this by any chance, let's go out soon. =)

Anyways, on a lighter note, i am still in church. I remember Furong telling this, that we have come to this point, that no matter what happens, we will not leave church anymore. It's really surprising that now when i think of backsliders, i begin to think of reasons why they backslided, but i always thought of none. Well, enough about backsliders, i feel that, this is really the season for me to grow, grow like never before, grow to be evry single leader that i can be. I am not sayin this out of pride nor am i trying to make myself sound great, but i feel that this is what God place in me. It came in directly to my heart when Pastor talked about it during service last Sunday. "....To be a pastorial leader, to be a children church leader, to be a worship leader, to be an ops leader..." Yes, it will happen, it will come to pass. All i need now, i feel, is really the heart to be able to love people like how God love us, a heart that can always come through everything and pull me back from lazyness, pull me back from any reasons i have to not do anything to help church grow, and to really be kept on track, and run along side my leaders and Pastors. I am really in love with God. I really can't think of life without Him. Yes, i admit that sometimes this may not be the life i want, but God didn't promise us a bed of roses when we came to him. I may keep on complaining about my life, but truth to be told, i am really thankful for this life of mine. A few reason why i am still complaining, is not what God didn't do, but rather, what I didn't do, that cause me to lose so many opportunities. I have lost so many souls that i can save, and now whenever i think of it, i see their bloods on my hands. Nevermind, from here on, there will definitely still be chances, and this time, i will grab them as they come.

Well, i shall stop here for now. I really really look forward, to seeing my friends again.



Events that are coming up! :
Pastor Kong (CHC) - 7-9 November 2008
Nick Vujicic - 4 & 5 November 2008


Lots more, just a little too lazy to go dig them out. HAHA. Anyways, i really do urge people to come for the Nick Vujicic one. It will really be a power pack sermon. BELIEVE ME!!! =)