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Sunday, June 29, 2008

Hey hey, too any readers out there. LOL! haha. Yea yea, another great week has past. Man, i am growing older. Haha. But at least it's great to know that my church is growing UP to be a generation never seen before. =) Anw, on friday, after having dinner, Annlynn called me to go for PGSM preview. I mean, her timing couldn be any better. It was like i just put my untensils down and, "Zzzzz,Zzzz,Zzzz" My phone rang. Haha! man man. Anw, PGSM preview was great, I mean, I didn know so much about Singapore's market before and all. Haha. Well, it just spiked my interested in business more and more. Haha. Well, after the preview, hung out around for while and got to chat with Pastor How. Haha. Everytime after service, it's so difficult to talk to Pastors as he would be so busy around. Haha. Anw, its great, and....and...LOL! Speechless. HAHA! Well, went for children church on sat, we played games for a whole HOUR!!! haha. There was just so little time for word alrdy and though Sister Mae Ann was worried, she kept her composure. Haha, I wanna learn how to do that man. =) Anw, had a real great time in children church and after that had some children church meeting. Yea. We now have systems, and there is a benchmark that we can all reach for now! Friendly competition is always good but we are still always one big family right iGen? haha. =) Had some fun after we split into our own teams and played some games. After that got to take some pictures and, all in all, it was fun! =) Goin to get the pics from yolanda soon. haha. Something happened after that though, Aerina lost her wallet. man, i just couldn do anything to console her. Felt so helpless. =( Oh, another note, i heard Pastor Josh Kelsey was powerful, and i heard him talk about The Next Day. Pastor How said Pastor Josh Kelsey is powerful in preaching about the next day. The power lies in The Next Day as it's about what we are goin to do, The Next Day. haha. =) i wished i was in that service. Anw, went for prayer meeting before service on sunday. Haha, and Pastor Lia was leading the prayer meet and we are praying for what type of 1400 do we want. I just felt it was the right thing, as we should all be specific in the people we are bringing. Everyone can bring new friends, it's the type of new friends that make things different.Oh, and Pastor Lia talked about meeting true friends in church too and i thought of a certain someone. HAHA!!! Thanks Best Friend! lol. Sat in for service, and i just gotta admit, Pastor Josh Kelsey is great, and know we all know, that God knows our name! =) Pastor Josh MUST come back someday again. Oh, and he was also saying that if he was to stay in Singapore, he would definitely make Heart of God Church his home. =) Yea man, I just love hoGc. =) Anw, I bought the Audio CD AWAKEN! by Christian City Church Oxford Falls, where Pastor Josh Kelsey comes from. It's a great album. Simply fantastic. Haha. But i know Heart of God Church is also goin to produce lotsa great musics too. ON OUR OWN! =)
Anw, there are 5 songs inside, 1- intro, 2- For This Time, 3-Break Me Down, 4-Greatest Love and finally 5- AWAKEN!!!! haha. All the songs are very nice. I love Greatest Love and Awaken exceptionally more. Haha.

Went for zone restructuring after that, and there's not much change to E4 but Keegan is transfered to be CGL of E50. Haha. We will miss you keegan.

Lord, I just come to You with thanksgiving,
Thanks You for the great friends You have placed in my life,
Great Pastors who really care for us,
Thanks You for my Leaders who are always there.
And thank You for giving me a best friend whom i prayed for so long ago.
Thank You!
I pray all this is Jesus's name,
AMEN!!!
Time: 11:44 PM


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Tuesday, June 24, 2008

Oh yea, i forgot to mention it in the previous post, that, while playin with the kids, i fell on the ground. That's not the main part, main part was when i was sittin up, i kinda forget my phone was in my back pocket and i sat on it. one third of the screen cracked! lol, but it has been one week after that, guess what, the crack extended to FULL SCREEN!!!! haha.
Ok, anw, see, maintaining a blog is such hard work, and its harder when you got people tagging you asking you to POST!POST!POST!. Roflmao. Anw, let's just talk about general stuff shall we? haha. I am getting tired of talkin about my daily life, i mean, whose interested to know man. LOL! Oh, and i did Director 1 for one song on Sunday!! I mean, OMG!!!! I was so nervous on that day that my palms are almost dripping with sweat! lol. Anw, it was a great experience, that kinda pressure and all. haha. Well, school officially reopens after that.
Read Jiayang's blog, the post about trustin. I seriously agree with him, cause trusting people really feels great. But this world is so complicated that people are thinking of their own needs and survival. lol. Nothing wrong with that but i feel that's what makes this world sucha competitive one. The power struggles and all. Haiz. Side-track, I am learning the guitar for less than a week, and one of my friend is kind enough to dig out a guitar to lead me, much thanks! I felt kinda accomplished as i learnt a song from Jiayang, and learnt another on my own! haha. That's all for now i guess. Haha.



THOUGHTS!
lol, i figured it would be weird if i added this right into my rants so might as well separate them. =)
Man, sometimes i really feel as though we humans are worried of the littlest possible things around.I know that as i am recently stressed up by all the little details around me. Haha. So i began thinkin, how i am gonna achieve the vision i have, if i am stuck here. I have to move as there are great things that i can do in the Kingdom of God! haha. Let's all work for it guys! =)
Lord, i just thank You for all the days in my life,
thanks You for great friends,
great leaders, great pastors.
Lord, i just lay all my problems in Your hands.
With You, everything is possible. =)
I pray all this in Jesus's name,
AMEN!
Time: 10:35 AM


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Tuesday, June 17, 2008

I have been thinking about it whenever i listen to the song Follow by Youth Alive. I just simply love the bridge of the song:
I will Not turn from Your ways,
Jesus I'm Yours all my days,
I'll go wherever You will go...
It never fails to touch my heart whenever i think of this part of the song. At the same time, it never fails to wreck my heart too. It touches my heart a
s, it will be in my heart from now on, that i will never leave this path that I have chosen to serve the Lord all of my days. But it wrecks my heart whenever I think about all the backsliders who have been in church with me once upon a time, when they have sung this song before. I treat that part of the song like a vow, a promise made to God, that we will not ever turn from His way and we will go wherever He goes. But from now on it doesn't matter, in the sense that i will never ever look back to what had happen in the past, and I will look forward to all that will come, all the Visions place in me, and all the dreams I have to bring Heart of God Church and myself to another level. It's not like backsliders are not important, but I believe God wants us to start harvesting from the harvest field filled with new crops. Though things will be hard from now on, as long as I have God, I have the strength to go on. I will start believing in that.

Seek FIRST the Kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you. - Matt 6:33

This was E-zone in the beginning of year 2007. Though the numbers have reduced greatly, but i will have faith that it will grow back to what it was before, or EVEN MORE, just in a matter of time. =)

I always wonder how i changed so much from the past till now and i always get one answer in the end... It's all God! haha, I cant imagine my life as it was in the past man. I mean, look at me in the pic. Haha. i got nothing to say.

And like I promised, a picture of my cousins. =) Cute aren't they? haha.
Time: 9:30 AM


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It has been a fun day today and I know that in the future everyday will be a happy day for me. Haha, I just wanna start smiling for those around me, just be able to pass on every bit of excitement found in me about any events that's coming up. Haha.
Anw, in the day that have just passed, Tuesday, went out to have lunch with Harrold and all just to hang out. Met up with Elaine to her house to cook some stuff before heading to the park with Yeesiong and Brother Chee Yong, we got everything ready and just waited for the kids to come. The main part comes when all the kids arrive. We all played a few bonding games and all, after that we ate and the kids went home after that. Well, in this short 5-6 hours, I met alot of new kids and learnt alot of new things too. I always thought getting to know kids was difficult but if you play with them and really get to understand them and their needs, its pretty easy and fun. I love kids as, I feel that they have this heart of purity and innocence, that we can almost always be able to not worry about backstabbing and gossips from them. Anw, the teachers all had some fellowship when they left. We talked and joked about what happen and talk about visions we have. Yea, I just simply love my ministries!

Thats roughly what happen! =)
Time: 9:20 AM


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Monday, June 16, 2008

Had a sudden urge to post again. HAHA! Had a great day at Royston's house as he had organised a BBQ for us. He invited secondary school friends and his poly friends to his house and there were a total of about 20 people squeezed into his house. Anw, i have to admit that his house is quite nice, the environment and all. =) Met a few new friends and all, Had fun by the poolside, but for some reason whenever i go to Royston's house for a party of some sort, i always leave with sort of an injury. HAHA!

Anw, reached home at about 12. Was reading the blog of a friend of mine. Her blog is like, evry post has a philosophy man. I found it quite meaningful as my idea of a blog is like that. LOL! I shall post like that soon. haha. I am not feeling too good now so i shall go sleep. I think i ate something wrong from Royston's house and that now i have the feeling that some "stuff" are goin to come out from both ends of my body. LOL! Nights people!






I want that confidence in me Lord,
I don't want to be afraid of what others think of me,
For You created me to be who I am.
I will not care what i am in others eyes,
for You are the one i chase after.
I pray that i am able to place all my worries aside,
and serve wholeheartedly in Your kingdom,
to be able to bring revival to the schools,
for you bible says:
Seek first the kingdom of God, and all these things shall be added to you.
I thank You for all my friends that i have,
for my family that i never knew how to cherish till now,
and for Great Pastors who always always think about us. =)
I thank you Lord and i pray all these in Jesus name,
AMEN!
Time: 9:58 AM


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Sunday, June 15, 2008

Let's talk about the school seminar. Man was it G-R-E-A-T, GREAT. With our associate angmoh pastor, Pastor Joakim! haha. In the first session, he preached about making some serious 'noise' in our schools and work places, doing things out of our comfort zone just to impact and change the life of our friends. I believe that with that sermon, many of us who have been dreaming of big things will all start to DO big things. haha. Second session was about Where can i Find Jesus. And we are able to find them in three key places, 1- in church, 2- in the next generation, 3- in people who needs our help. What really impacted me was the one about meeting Jesus in the next generation. Now i am goin to love my ministry Children Church even even more. haha. The third(&4) session were, outta the three of the sermons, the most powerful one. It was about living a life of Others! The story which Pastor Joakim shared, about this pastor on board the titanic, how he gave up his life just to save the lives of many. It really impacted us as, I feel that sometimes, we tend to be a little selfish, as after we receive Jesus into our lives, we are saved, but sometimes we don't feel like reaching out to others. It is like taking off in the life boat by yourself when you can turn back and save so much more people. I feel that, we have to be like the pastor, John Harper, who was on board the ship. Not literally, but mentally, in how he is willing to sacrifice his life, we must also be willing to sacrifice our finances and our time. =)

Anw, hung out with the CG after service. Had dinner and all then headed back to church to have some fun. =)










Lord, I pray that you would give me a peace in my mind,
so that I will not worry over little things.
I just lay that matter into Your hands.
Guide me through it.
I thank you Lord for all my friends,
In and out of church.
Lord, from now on, i will begin to take my schools
I pray Lord, that You will be with me all of my days.
I thank You Lord.
I pray all this in Jesus's name
AMEN!
Time: 11:22 AM


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Wednesday, June 11, 2008

Hey hey, to any readers to my blog. LOL. Though i seriously think that there isn't any soul reading this blog of mine la. haha. Anw, wanted to blog a few days ago already actually but...haha. i was lazy again so well...
Lets pick up from Monday, the 2nd of June. Had my Thermo fluid test. Well, it was kinda ok except for the last question which cost a whole 25 marks. There were only 8 questions to that paper and the paper is upon a 100 marks. lol. After that, went home and slacked around as there was seriously nothing to do man. The next day, tuesday was Engineering math test. But seriously, it is just sec 3 A math so, i think i lost bout 2 marks? Wednesday was Aerospace Material and Process test. I mean, that test is all about memory work and i am cramming up my brain with 5 chapters worth of notes, including detailed graph and all, and guess what, i only studied for less than an hour the night before as i had to go down to yishun park for something impt. haha. well, you gain some you lose some. If by any chance, i would get a pass at max. LOL! Went to church for Basic Ministry Training. It was a general training to mold our hearts right for serving God. =) Nothing going on on thursday so i was actually planning to wake up to study before heading to church for my CG. Guess what, i woke up, turn on the comp and started playing. LOL. In the end nothing was accomplished. haha. Well, after CG i headed straight home to study and all. Woke up early on friday to prepare to go to school for test. Finished the test before the allocated time and, know what the best part was? I was 10 marks away from passing this freaking 749 marks paper. LOL! Anw, headed down to church for some zone event. Met with harrold and alvin for lunch before heading up. When we reached upstairs, they were playing the game "fill up the gap" with Furong as the game master. Furong was trying to act some English accent and all but well, had fun in the game, think that harrold and alvin had too. Later, we were split into our own groups and the group i was in was called kung fu panda. lol. We were playing a game call food cross or something like that as according to furong. Ask me if you wanna know more about it cause i am freaking lazy to type out how the game goes la. Went around the east coast region to get all those food stuff and all. In the end our group came in second. Yea, and we had our E zone revival night too. Garrett was preaching on the 4 different levels of knowing God. An impactful sermon as ever. haha. Know we are all aiming for the highest level, Be in the midst of the clouds man. YEA! Sat in for Pastor Che Ahn service on saturday. He shared many stories of healing in his own church and all. Some of them were very anointed. To end off, Pastor Che Ahn and his teamers prayed for the whole church. I got prayed for to, and it was exactly what i needed to hear, as a reminder. After the whole service and all my friends were all talking about how anointed Pastor Che Ahn is. haha. On sunday was Pastor Joakim's service. But we had the basic ministry training in the morning so, yea. Woke up quite early and reach just nice on the dot. haha. was 1 minute away to being late. During service Pastor Joakim preached about leaving our burdens before Jesus once again, no matter if we are saved or not, as Jesus gave up His life to redeem us. That just touch me as i began to thought of all the sins i have committed. Headed over to my cousins house after service to have a stay over there. Havent really spent time with them for such a long time already so i decided to stay over and have fun with them all over again. =) They used to cling onto me alot, but now i guess they are older already man. HAHA. Slept on the floor with my younger cousin. Man, i almost couldn sleep, i mean, my cousins hand was always on my side of the bed and i always have to adjust him back. What's worse is that when i was bout to drift of to sleep, his hand would swing over to my face and he would drag his hand up my face. LOL. In the end i slept till bout 12 plus and got laughed at him for sleeping till so late, when it was HIS fault. haha. I shall post a picture of my cute cousins when i have the time and find the picture. =) Anw, watched Kung Fu Panda with my cousins on monday and slept over till tuesday.


Tuesday,
Woke up, played abit till bout 1.30pm then i left and headed for Pasir Ris to get SOMETHING from SOMEONE!!! lol. Ok, and the whole recount of my 3 HOUR journey is, i took 154 from jurong and it took me bout 1 hour and 45 mins to reach eunos and from there i took 21 and it took me bout half an hour to reach Pasir Ris. After taking the gifts for the people whom's birthday are being celebrated that day from Fung Qi, I decided to take the train back as i will be late if i take the bus. In the end i reached Lavender on time, right smack 5 pm. So while i was waiting, i went to buy cakes for the birthday girls, and i went to buy some tidbits for later. So i thought when i return to the MRT station there would be at least 2-3 people there alrdy. Guess how many people i saw upon returning? NONE!!!! lol, so i waited till bout 5.45pm and made the decision that if no one comes by 6, i am goin to leave. Then right at 6, Elaine, Yvonne, sister Joyce and her niece reached. LOL. Irony that they are the earliest while being late. Anw, went back home, played with the teachers in the pool and all, jacuzzi-ed and bathed, then they all came up to my house to have dinner before heading off home. Now that i just rmb, i forget to take a picture from the outing. LOL! Anw, went home and did my workplan for BMT as homework.

Wednesday,
Woke up at 7.45am to prepare for BMT as i was called to reach earlier to help out in some stuff. Reach church at bout 10.15. Waited till 10.45 before Daniel came out and gave us instructions. I was suppose to do admin with May. Was quite fun. haha. Had the hour of power, followed by Garrett and Dominic sharing about what are our church built on, before Pastor How ended BMT with a powerful Son VS Servant Mentality sermon. BMT officially ended with the giving out of certificates. Man, this post is getting too long. I shall start a new one.
Time: 9:06 AM


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Monday, June 2, 2008

What a great and hectic two weeks i had. haha. First was the week of RedRain. stayed in church till almost bout 1130pm before heading home for one who week till the last day of redrain on the 25 of May for all the re-cabling of everything and re-running of all our cables. On the last few days was all the run through. Right after that was children church camp, and though i cant make it for all of it, I made it for the revival night. It was a great service with a great word preached. =) It was very impacting to see all the kids life being touched at that instance. Tuesday, the 27th, was the only day i went home early and my parents were surprised to see me at home so early. LOL! On wed, went out for a cg/integration/birthday outing to Grandlink for a few games of dota and cs. haha. Was quite fun, playing this type of games with your friends and all. haha. Missed those sec sku days where we tried to go for lan almost every time we go out together. On thurs, went to sentosa after school for the secondary school camp. Went there to help out but in he end stayed there for bout 2 hours only. After that headed back to church for BM and later on, for a run through as Pastor Tan Ye Peng is coming to our church!!! Pastor Tan is the second man to Pastor Kong in City Harvest Church so we are really honored to have him come to our church to preach. =) so evryone on the ops side was saying, that we have to be CHC standard, everyone must rise up to that standard. Anw, run through ended at 11 plus. Next day, went to school and all, den went straight to church. Prepared for service and there was the cross light this service!! haha. service till bout 10 plus. packed up and debrief. I left halfway during debrief and still reach home at almost 12. lol. Had CCH duties on sat. Just after the camp and the amount of kids coming for service increased so much till the MPR was FULL!!!! haha. But one things during that day that didn work as per normal was the central air-conditioning. It wasn working and as we were playing games and having Praise and Worship, everyone was so wet as if they just came out from the bath without dryin up. lol. But even so, it was great. After the service was a short carnival, where we had games and all for the kids to play. Seeing how much fun the kids are having, made me feel that all the hardwork that all the teachers had put in was worth it. I mean, after all, we are there to bring joy to the kids. =) Sat in for service on Sun, Pastor Tan came in for service again! =) He preached about the 10 values we must have to be able to built something to last, a sermon which is part of the series that he made, Built To Last. It impacts us alot as the sermon is quite practical and it is based on the Ten Commandments. =)

Thats bout all the exciting things that have happened so far. haha. =)



Lord i thank you for the wonderful friends you have placed in my life,
I thank you for placing each one of them into my life at different intervals,
and i thank you for them being there at each different stages of my life,
to help me through and accompany me through this journey one Earth.
I thank you Lord.
I pray all this in Your precious name,
AMEN! =)
Time: 9:03 AM




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